So on Friday night I went out for a night on the town with one of my friends. It was fancy dress, so we made some costumes, did some make up and went out looking like this:
It was crap to be reminded that the only people who left before me were the ones who got kicked out for being too drunk, and that I had to leave my friend in town to stay at some one else's because I needed my bed, but I knew I couldn't push myself any further otherwise I'd be paying for it for days to come.
By learning my limits, it's meaning that I'm getting more control over my life. I'm still not there yet, but getting more confident with it.